to be honest, when i suggested this little competition i did it to help Becky . i truly want her to lose the weight so she will come out and see me...okay, a little selfish on my part. i want to see her. but i also wanted to lose 10 pounds. i want to drop that last 2 pounds of pre-baby weight and be well on my way to feeling REALLY good about my body. and when i suggested our weightloss challenge i really had forgotten how strongly we compete against each other.
i was almost laughing (nervously) while reading Becky's BLOG just now...partly because i feel a little ashamed of being so competitive. but mostly because i AM so competitive and i AM used to winning... and what if i don't win? i mean, Becks lost 2 pounds this week ALREADY? that's pretty crazy weight loss! that's amazing weight loss for anyone! especially someone who has already lost 40 pounds! that's like freakin awesome!! so, it scares me. and it makes me want to hide what i have lost so that i DON'T motivate Becky to work harder and WIN. I WANT TO WIN!
ah, but who cares who "wins" anyway? eating at anthony's with Becky Sue is a win/win situation for both of us! i love ya dietcokeandzingers!
i have lost 3 pounds so far... sorry BECKS