tonight's dinner conversation between isla and macrae was about copyrights and who had the copyright to the pattern of mandarin orange slices and the way they were laid out on the counter. i wonder what is being taught in elementary school these days? i'm getting my moneys worth. that's for dang sure! and macrae is now asking me how to spell things...since he goes to (joy) school now. these kids...this life...it is beautiful!
it's been a struggle to sit down and write. what should i say? i have thoughts that i should be recording here but well, i am not sure how to express them without seeming as though i'm crying out for help. i certainly am not crying out for help. (okay, sometimes i am.) but this time in my life is difficult. it is sad. it is confusing. at times i am so overcome with sadness that i can barely breath. but all of the melancholy feelings are also lined with the joy of what i have...the life that i live.
questioning eternity and all of that. it's a bit heavy.
look at baby joshy. if you want to kiss his face off i won't blame you. i do! if this is what eternity is all about, then count me in!
Just so you don't feel down after reading my post here, watch the following video. I'm not a photographer but Scott Schuman really inspires me.
"you never know what it is...you just let it happen...it's almost like falling in love a little bit every day..."
this is how i feel about my life...i'm falling in love a little bit every day. if you don't already know The Sartorialist, it's time you did.